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the air is too thin |

i've been grasping

groping over ground

an endless gray

silver sparkles

catch my eye

then quickly blow away

the lining in the cloud

is getting harder now to see

yet easier it seems

in this near darkness

to believe

believe in goodness made through rain

believe in floods that break and cleanse

believe in thunderstorms of pain

that bring out fresh ground in the end

oh jesus my sweet breath of life

the one who has my soul

i'm holding on to your two hands

and giving full control

this air I grasp brings nothing back

this chill is not so warm

but i will not forget your word

your grace that mends the torn

for when I feel weakest at best

it's then I hear you say:

my power is made perfect now

the broken know the way

Life is a RACE

Running Shoes May 19 2008 11:19 PM

Everybody’s running somewhere
In a world of play to win
But there are many going nowhere
Cuz they don’t know where to begin

You can’t say that you’re not running
Cuz your feet don’t feel the ground
And you can’t say that you’re not in this
Because there’s no one else around

Whether you like it or not you’ve got life
And yes you’ve got to choose
Do you know who will win, who is right
Do you know who will lose?

Did you know that the path
that will win is rugged and small?
Did you know that the wide one
is thin and it’s going to fall?

Baby I can’t tell you something wrong
I’ve got the strategy
It's not just some poem or song
It's about you and about me

The running shoes are waiting for you
Waiting for you
Sitting at the line of everything
The one Way that is true

Nothing you have done
will earn you enough to buy them
And all that you’ve done wrong
can’t keep you from realizin

The coach, he’s got them for you
Your name embroidered, it’s true
They’re waiting at the starting line.
The One, he’s got your new suit
It’s clean and white, so brand new
It’s at the starting line.

.......

))))))))))))))))))((((((((((((((((((((
maybe a song, i don't know. it came to me.
i haven't been on here is a whiiiile, i know. i think that sometimes valley's don't have a lot of light to write by.
but they sure are good.
romans 5----->for suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. Romans 5:3...

<3inyeshua

but it's sunny!

so honestly...I have an essay to write and I just want to go lay in the grass. I might not be makin the right choice to write poems about it, but all the same, it's what's in my little mind right now. ^_^

I want to be outside today
To drop the work and scoop up play

To drink a glass of sun
And laugh as it overflows onto my chin
Streams down my neck like liquid wind
And drowns me in its fun

Some essay due for school
It’s totally uncool

Cuz Sun and I have got a date
With wind chimes as our dance
In a soft bright skirt instead of pants
And smiles till the time gets late

I want to be outside today
It’s beautiful, you see
So don’t get mad if works not done
Just laugh and let it be

Youth Group---it's UP

Youth Group Mar 2 2008 9:30 PM

So my amazingly amazing youth pastor Bryce is off to New Zealand for 3 weeks w/his wife and kids (one in the tummy) ^_^ He led Sunday worship and then was off! He's left the leadership team to run the youth group- and it's just so cool how in a year God has helped Bryce pull together the team we have now. Our 20 min prayer time before the service was so awesome...all in a small room on our knees calling out to God, Hillsong United blasting.
I've also been humbled lately...so many people are seriously, actually into God- connected with him and consumed. It's not just me!! Do you think such a huge awesome God like GOD deserves one tiny follower? No, Carleigh. So lay down your pride and embrace the community of all those who are in the light. And now I realize I have gained millions of brothers and sisters!
So, tonight a new guy helping with youth group, Billy, gave the message. It was perfect. He talked about our two purposes in life:
1. LOVE GOD
2. LOVE OTHERS (yes, LOVE PEOPLE!)
But what I loved the most was his message about how the everything in our life can all be used not only to LOVE GOD, but also for that second purpose- to LOVE OTHERS.
God has given me my desires for a reason. I like to do certain things and I have certain talents because God made me that way. He planned me to be me. God sees the talents I have and the hobbies I'm involved in as opportunities to reach others and build relationships. It's important that I invest my life and time into others, just like God does for me.
So out of all this I was really encouraged. In small group time at the end, we went around sharing the things we enjoy most and how God could use them to reach out and connect with others. As I talked about my own desires and situations- liking to dance, sing, lead- it soon became apparent that God was already using all these things in some way for his glory!! I have a dance group where I minister to younger girls, I'm gonna be leading worship for Junior High youth group while Bryce is gone, and I am part of the student leadership in youth and Edge club at school. It's no boast of my own- none of it is on my own strength- but look where God has taken me when I let him have the reigns!!
So wow. Good stuff? Great stuff.


"show me the way that i should go, for to you i lift up my soul."

Despair to Hope

My brother made this awesomeness. You have to click on it for it to change...AWESOME!

Jesus works at $ Tree

Seriously, Jesus is workin at my job- Dollar Tree! He showed me today that he can work in any part of my life- even what I thought was a very boring 10 hours of my week. Here's what he's doing:

(from my original post on http://www.battlecry.com/battleplan.php?username=WolfGirl4God)

Is God faithful or what!?! I can't begin to tell you how joyful I am right now- and how happy- and amazed!! God does so much more for me than what I deserve. He is ever-loving and ever-faithful and MAN! It's just getting me pumped up thinking about him. I'm definitely taking this scripture-James 5:13 [ The Prayer of Faith ] Is any one of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise- and claiming it for myself right now! I was singing worship songs all the way back from work tonight.
That's right, work. Dollar Tree. I don't talk about it much on here because well, I haven't known what to say. I haven't understood why God would want me there in the first place. This is what led me to the prayer I prayed tonight.
I was getting really sick and tired of just going to a job to be a cashier for 5 hours twice a week and make some money. God's been doing SO MUCH in my life, and a "pointless" job just didn't line up with the purpose-driven life I've wanted to have.
So there I was, in the middle of work tonight, driving in the car on my break to pick mom up, and I just came to with the Lord. "God," I said "I just don't understand. Why did you tell me that I should continue working at the Dollar Tree? I'm feeling fake there. How in the world can I be making any kind of impact for your kingdom? I mean, God, I can't really tell every customer 'Jesus loves you!' I mean, I guess I could if that's what you want. God, I just need something. Please show me how you can use me in this job. Anything, Lord- just help me because I'm gonna stick with this job and I'm trusting you've got a purpose. I just can't see it. Okay, God. I'll wait. Your will be done!"
And then He was faithful.
I get back from dropping mom off on my break and first off, God gives me a little boost in the boringness of work- my two rockin friends from youth group- Amy and Kris- walk through the doors to visit me!! Ahh, I was siked! They stayed there for nearly and hour- just chillin while I straightened stuff up and rang up customers. Thanks God, 1, for making the time go by so nicely- and giving me such awesome friends. Next, one of my coworkers, Julie, comes in to stop by and pick up a check. She sees me and embraces me with a big hug. And it was just so amazing, because the first thing she said to me was "Hey, guess what? I've been reading my Bible more." I told her that was awesome and how I'd love to hear what she's been getting from it. And then she says to me that she would love to go to my church with me (which I've been telling her about), maybe this Sunday!!! We exchanged numbers and said goodbyes and off she went. I'll tell you the story behind Julie in a second, but first, thank you God, 2, for reminding me of what you've already been doing and for working in Julie's heart. The last part of the night was something I never expected. I was sitting in the back room counting the day's money with my manager, Jack, and I got around to telling him that I wouldn't be able to work b/c I'm visiting a Bible college (Elim) at the end of January. He then told me how he had had a friend who went to Bible college and met his wife there. He also said that the marriage was having a lot of trouble. Well, then and there God just let the conversation flow and continue and it ended up that I shared with Jack the Christian perspective on marriage in a nutshell. "A man and woman have to be right with God first," I said. "They have to change themselves first and do all they can to make a good marriage. If both people do that, they are bound to end up with a better marriage." He thought it was good and agreed that people have to change themselves- and also learn to compromise and understand thier spouses thinking and such. Jack isn't married anymore, he's dating. But I know that tonight God planted a seed of Truth that just might sprout up for Jack further down the road. Thank you God, 3, for opening the lines of communication with Jack and for allowing me to minister to him in a way I never could have imagined.
So you can see for yourself, my prayer was answered! And certainly above and beyond anything I would have thought up myself. But here is a key that the Spirit led me to when all this was said and done and I was singing to the Lord on the way home:
Satan had lied to me. He had led me to forget I had even ever witnessed to Julie. He had come into my mind and made me believe a lie- that God wasn't working through me at all in my job and that it was counter-productive! And I just let Satan tell me that and I groaned and mouned whenever work day came around- wondering why in the world God had me in such a pointless job.
SO untrue. And I am so grateful that God reopened my mind and heart and showed me Truth. You see, about a month ago I met Julie, and she and another coworker had actually approached me about my faith. "We see you don't cuss," they said. "Why? Are you a Christian or something?" That led into a whole night of doctrinal discussion. Julie told me that she used to be a "good Christian girl" but the faith was never real to her and now she had gotten into such bad stuff that she feared she would never be able to "go back to God." I assured her of forgiveness, talked to her about biblical principles that applied to life-situations and moral controversies (like sex before marriage, homosexuality, etc.) She was very interested and even said that she had a Christian boyfriend she wanted to talk with more about the Bible. CRAZY amazing, right?
And yet through Satan's cunning and me letting my spiritual guard slip off through groaning and through an anxious, untrusting heart, I had forgotten to think about that when I asked God " How in the world can I be making any kind of impact for your kingdom?"
He was kind though, and patient, and tonight he showed me just what he's up to in my life. He encouraged me and lovingly gave me a wake up call. God does so much behind the scenes. When we are faithful- he's never sitting around doing nothing. God ALWAYS works through our faithfullness.
Lord, I can't express this joy. It just wells up and up and up... It reminds me of this beautiful verse you've been speaking to me:
John 4:14 ...but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."

I want all that you have for me, Lord.
We serve an awesome God!